I feel so tired all the time, feeling like I never have enough energy to do anything, and that really messes up my mood, it’s like i’m 50 years old and i’m not even 30, it really worries me a lot sometime, and the thing that worries me more is I am not the only one.
when i look around myself , at my friends, at my colleagues, and all the people near and dear and strangers, everyone has this same problem, it’s a general thing that we are so tired all the time, always so out of energy, i know it does not happen to each and every person, but it happens to a lot of people, and it happens a lot of the time.
see my theory is that there is something in the water, or in the air, and that some people are immune to it, and some people are not, and those that are not feel tired all the time, and feel depressed and agitated, and it is very possible that this is true.
when you stop and think about it, ever notice how on some days everyone you meed seems to be in a really lousy mood, and you feel all sad inside, and everyone else you meet feels the same way, now i don’t wanna scare you or anything but it just me be a very real phenomenon, there has to be something in the air that affects us all.
whatever the reason, if we rule out that possibility , the other side of that coin tells me that it’s totally because of me, the lack of energy i suffer is totally my own fault, now you might be wondering how i can blame myself, well noticing the fact that every single thing that we consume on a daily basis is messed up with toxins and such, and it’s those toxins, those pesticides on our crops, that bovine injection for cattle that affects both the milk and the meat, and a thousand other things. could it be that consumption of these things is becoming the reason for my continued state of laggard stupor.
if i were to think on it from another third dimensional angle i would have to say that my lifestyle habits have some play into how i am and how i feel, i spend around 70% of my day totally sitting down be it in the office, at my home, while i drive, while i go to the loo, or when i am having dinner, perhaps not having a more active lifestyle is causing my body to adjust to my couch potato lifestyle, which i feel would be the main cause of my coronary in the not too distant future .
ultimately it is i believe a mix of everything and just a plain lack of will on my part that leaves me tired and breathless and bored and disappointed and depressed at all moments of the day .
all i can do now is pray that someday i will learn how to change my life, and take new steps towards betterment.