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    We all have a  time in our lives when we say, ” If I could go back in time, would I still make that choice?”. I know that I have said it all the time.

   There are times in my life that I’ve felt, “if I had just not met him or even spoke to him, where would my life be? Would I be a different person today or would I be the same? Would things be better or would they be worse?” How are we to really know the outcome of our lives when we don’t have the ability to change the past? If you had a chance to change your past would you? I think that if I just never met my first husband where would I be? Would there ever be hitting in my life or adultry? Would I know my children or even would they belong to me? Would my second marriage be with the man I am with or would that too change?

   Some people have done so much wrong that time travel would be a second chance for them. But if just one person had that gift would that change the life outcome of us all? I wish that I could have done so many things different in my life and made different choices but if I did then all the things that I love the most would probably end. So I geuss to say, time travel for me, is no more  the question than to just let be.

   So I ask you now, this choice is yours alone, when you look at your life and all that may have gone wrong, Would you travel back in time and change your destiny? Or is the life you live the one you were destined for all along?

   Would I go back in time and chose a different man? Would I chose to say, “ok” to a friend? Would I dress the way I dressed? Would I go back to those old school days, knowing today what I know? Would I chance saving those I know will die? Or would I just like to actually have the chance to properly say,”goodbye”? Even if I could take away all the moments that I was emberrased or have the baby that had to die, I wouldn’t do it because then I’d have to live a different life. To play with fate or destiny is just not right. I love my kids and without them I’d have no life.