Being scolded just for not answering because I was thinking? It’s that even fair for me even I’m the youngest in my family? I have no status on giving any advice or opinions?
This morning, I was unable to wake up straight away even my mum was there waking me up beacause I have exam in school today. My eyes can’t open even a bit. Or I would say that, I can open it, but open for a while, then I felt tired and closed my eyes right away. So I slept for another minute. And wake up for another second and slept for another minute again. And out of the sudden, my house went blackout! I was shocked! Because it means I can’t have my warm water shower! That was a mess. And my mum keep asking me want her boil water and take bath upstairs? Or downstairs? I was thinking, and not answering her. She then keep repeat, repeat and repeat. My dad who was sleeping and listening what my mum asking, then he scold me for not answering. What on earth actually? Do I don’t own the time to think and have an option? Giving me an option and wanted me to answer it straight away without thinking? It’s impossible wasn’t it? But still scold me? Right, I don’t get what parents are thinking. Somehow, I don’t think they do know my feeling anyway. Sometimes, I think that what they say wasn’t true that I don’t want to tell them anything. It’s more like, they didn’t want to finish listening what I’m talking to them or even just what I’m telling them a fun things in school. All I get is being scolded. Even having fun with friends that both of us, me and my friend think it’s just joking, but when I told them, they will just scold. And tell me don’t do this and don’t do that. So, seriously, what’s the point on telling them everything when all the response I got is just being SCOLDED? I do not know what I can do. So I can just shut my mouth tight and not sharing anything with them and since I do not owe a status
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in my family to say anything on giving advice or things like that. That’s annoying anyway.