This is to let everyone know how I fare now on this site.
My stats doesn’t look good now. I remember reaching a certain high once but after that it’s been going down, down, down to a place of no salvation. I Know that it is my own inactivity which has greatly caused this because writing and submitting more and more articles is the way to keep the stats up there. Sigh. I wish I had all the time to write down everything I have in mind and heart, but other tasks in real life keep me away from being a good and active member of any site online. So it’s not just Triond. I’m also as inactive in other sites, to my dissatisfaction. What do I do now that I have reached a big fall? Do I dare drink a hemlock or tie a rope around my neck? That would be too extreme, isn’t it? To make a promise to be more active and available is like promising the moon and the stars. So I can only wish with a little dash of prayer that a miracle will happen, that one day, when I log in to my account here, I will see the line shooting up to the sky. Do I need to fall on bended knees and beg for your charity? Whatever, I need help on this one.